High in the blue haze
where a hollow frowns
in the mountain's face
I curl and wait.
Gaunt trees force roots
into crags, feed
on moss drippings and weak soil.
Their want is their beauty.
I envy the trees their forced fasts,
their un-free will, their God spoken
tree-ness, resent the call
to crack open like a seed, to be coaxed
into service as a frail sapling.
Will He kneel yet again,
split the seed of me, burn away
rot leaving only new tendrils?
Above the valley,
a Peregrine falcon skims
the wind's sheer slope, its shadow
darting through fern and laurel.
Its flight strains my heart;
I beg God to pull me
from this rain hewn rock
and let me know again
His severe mercy.
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